Why not now

I was born in 1972 however, I could not know another's thoughts until 2015 And this was in Canberra, which I was brought to in 1996. Had I been in India I would have known another a long time ago But I was really Depressed over here as I was not in love with the man who I was married to  So I started to live away from him even though we had three children from the marriage. This is called Depression and the release of Depressing thoughts is called Psychosis, or is it Depressed thoughts and Repressed Emotions - this was in 2009 for me but it was not diagnosed! until 2015, And it is called a Mental Illness to know that all living beings think and know like they say in the Gita I don't know the bible but I have heard that It says it too. I used to write with an Italian Diplomat who is now in Victoria and it was sad but real as they all got together to kill me but now I am being tagged by strangers who evicted me from some hotels and were rude to my children and I. However, it is j...

I could write something today but I know not what maybe just a lullaby or maybe a poem that I could read to them later  when they are with me. come now, my sons, coz it is time to and you are older too: come back to me now I wait for you three to know that it is fine to know when no one knows anything but the one who brought you into this world all alone at times and without a father who could be there for you when I was alone...so know that it is fine to know your Mother coz this is how the world works - know your Mother and you will know the whole wide world too.

 I am really tired of so-called thinkers who have never even been to school. Dimaag kharab kar dete hai yeh log. I have been suggesting to them that nothing will happen to them if they let go of my children now but they just won't know. Know now, because, Child sex abuse laws will be brought into the country by all parties and it is they who will look after those who have been abusing Minors by letting the Mother get abused. The election is upon us and the leaders are debating whether equality is a basic human right or not - there are men and women who really interfered with my life when I had to stay in hotels and who just won't know that it is wrong to think with guests and take their peace of mind away from them. It is a big offence that people like them are committing by interfering with the lives of others. International law will come into the country and then they will know that it is not good to gossip about those who are being abused.  Our children have been taken away...

 He left me all alone or was it I who made him alone. Who will know, who can tell but the conscience. It is not a nice feeling to be alone in this cold and dreary place. The children have gone they have a life but I don't.  What is the reason for my being if not for all those who have lost their families to grief and desolation.

 I start afresh. I don't know what to write. I think not but I still know. What is it that I know. It is only I who knows this as they who think that they can know me only know me on this blog or social media. They know not that I know myself more and that I will not know those who think that they can know me more than I can.

When the world stops wanting to know that it is going round and round then people will really begin to stop wondering what is happening around them. This is so as then people will really cease to run ahead of themselves and consider taking a good look at their own characters and stop judging others as well as themselves, especially those of us who are not interested in knowing the Universe but just what is going on right under our own feet or noses.  What should I know here. I have to get my financial independence back from the local government which doesn't acknowledge that I am a wealthy woman whose money has been taken away by the machinations of her ex-husband and his associates. And that this happens to lots of women who live in the country and the world too. This I know as there are victims of domestic violence all over the world now and by some estimates one woman dies every week in Australia alone.  My ex-husband's whole family is here and lives in this city. However, ...

 Let me hope that this year will bring with it countless joys for all of us.  It is not nice to live in constant worry or pain.  It is not nice at all when your children see you angry and anxious and in pain. So lets hope that this year brings with it a light filled Winter with a lot less of rain.