Why do I exist

 He left me all alone or was it I who made him alone.

Who will know, who can tell but the conscience.

It is not a nice feeling to be alone in this cold and dreary place.

The children have gone

they have a life but I don't. 

What is the reason for my being if not for all those who have lost their families to grief and desolation.


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