Who am I

I used to be a social researcher as well as a philanthropist who has been turned into a refugee of sorts by some business men and their partners who have forced me to become a dependent of the State.  

They have taken my identity away from me by taking my art practice away from me, which is about the links between Mental Illness and Domestic Violence. In 2019, I approached the Vice Chancellor of the ANU, who used to be a Physicist, with my project. However, instead of the yes that I was hoping for, I received a letter in my inbox from the legal department of the ANU saying that were I to contact anyone about my project they would start a legal case against me. I got scared and went silent. I wish instead that I had been braver and told others about my project but COVID also struck after a while and I got busy with my children who had also been taken away from me by my ex-husband and his family, something that they can't do in India anymore but they did use their contacts here to make me totally alone for a little while. 

Six years on and Gods are being kind to us now and I have come into some money of my own and I am using it to support my children and I better. So I am not anymore the refugee that I was turned into by some in the State and can dream of a better future with my three children in the same city atleast if not the same house. 

It is also really funny that I who used to worry about the State of Affairs of the world has been turned into someone who people worry on a regular basis now. What should I do? Although, I shouldn't worry and just place my present into the hands of the Gods who breathed life into us. They always have a plan, a much bigger plan and us humans tend to not know it as we are too caught up in our own griefs, petty hates and jealousies. But God, something is giving me the strength to live this life much as I would like to fast forward to the time when my three children and I will be together again. And I know that my younger two want the same thing too as they come to meet me as often as they can, like they did today. 

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